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It’s been so long…. (part 2)

See http://jgotchy.tumblr.com/post/84511825/its-been-so-long

& http://jgotchy.tumblr.com/post/93039983/change-of-numbers-1

I am 15 years, 5 months, and 9 days old today. So much has happened since that day, 14 November 1993, to me and my life. The numbers 3 and 3 are still significant to me.

I’ve said “I love you” to 23 people. I have never not meant it. Out of those people, I would say “I love you” to 17 of them. I have said “I hate you” 2 times. I have never not meant it. I have said “Yes” 656846546 times. I have not meant it before. I have said “No” 20 times. I wish I had done it more. I have said “Get out” 7 times. I have never not meant it. I have said “Help me” 3 times. I wish I had done it more. I have said “I wish I didn’t love you” 2 times. I’ve said “I wish I hated you” 1 time. I’ve said “I wish I could tell you” 14 times. I’ve said “I never want to see you again” 1 time. I have said “I’m gonna kill you” 1 time. I have said “Sorry” 0 times. I mean that, too.