24th
Good Enough by Evanescence
A while ago I posted this song saying that this is how I felt. I no longer feel good enough. Never again will I submit myself to good enough. The effort is futile and it leaves everyone unhappy… Especially myself.
I’ve made a lot of choices the past 12 months. I’m nor sure if any of them were the right decision and I’m not sure if any of them were bad. I would never redo the past year, yet at the same time I want to rewind the whole thing and change my choices one at a time just to see how I would be on this day. I don’t want it to be permanent- just to know what would happen would make me feel better; at least, that’s what I hope to see if I saw such a phenomena as that.
Ugh. I miss my other half. I wish that I had on of my best friends back
- Brooke moved
- Sami was killed
- Shannon changed
- Bryan became an I told you so moment
Does it end? Why must the unicorns and rainbows I dream about be paired with the chains and thorns. My life is a rose…… The paradox of a plant: tragically beautiful crimson silkyness attached to a virid beautifully tragic stem of thorns
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